Wednesday, February 22, 2012

"Yours for the long, smooth glide ...."



That’s how Ben, the organizer of our Family Day skiing weekends in the mountains, inevitably ends his invitations to immerse ourselves once again in the joys of hostel life and mountain air.

Ribbon Creek Hostel


We arrived at Ribbon Creek hostel in the Kananaskis area west of Calgary late Friday evening. Last year’s rustic experience at Mosquito Creek fresh in my mind, the brightly lit hostel awaiting us this time was a welcome sight. Warm air embraced us when we opened the door, and most of the others had arrived already. Old friends were greeted happily, and introductions were made with others we hadn’t met before. Soon beds were chosen and made in the fourteen-bed dorms, a by now familiar process, and we could relax with a glass of wine with the others, catching up on news that had happened since we had seen each other last, almost a year ago.

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  “Long, smooth glide ... long, smooth glide ....” – The words echo in my head when my legs are finally starting to find the easy rhythm that, suddenly, will turn mere movement into something magic. My legs are cooperating, but my lungs aren’t yet, my heart still beating rapidly after every small incline. The lack of snow in our area means that there has been no cross-country skiing for us so far, and I am quite out of shape, I’m afraid.

There is snow at Ribbon Creek, and here, in Peter Lougheed Park, another thirty kilometres farther south, there is a LOT of snow. We had hiked in this area in July, through snow melting practically under our feet, glacier lilies opening up where snow had been the day before, the hillsides scored by grizzlies digging for the tasty roots of cow parsnips. Now the bears are asleep – at least we sincerely hope so! – and glacier lilies and other alpine plants are resting under several feet of snow.

On Saturday we drive all the way to the end of the Kananaskis Lake Trail to see what the parking lot, where we started out on our hike, looks like in the winter. The hiking trails are on the other side of Upper and Lower Kananaskis Lake; from the ski trails we get a different view of the valley below.

We park at Elk Pass parking lot, managing to secure a spot for our Corolla. Family Day weekend sees many Calgarians venture out to this area to engage in winter sports, and about twenty other cars are parked already. The trail system is quite extensive, however, and here, about ten kilometres away from the Visitor Centre, heavy traffic on the trails will not be an issue. It is snowing lightly, the temperature a few degrees below freezing, and we decide to wax only lightly and wait how the conditions will develop.  

Elk Pass starts easy enough, with a slight incline, but after about a kilometre the first steep climb awaits us. We’ve skied here before, so I know that only a little bit further along the trail an equally steep decline will take my breath away in a much different way: the exhilarating feeling of gaining speed, of snow spray in my face, the breeze forcing tears from my eyes. I am not a downhill skier, and am careful not to get carried away on these downhill runs. I snow plough until I can see that there is a) nobody coming up the hill who is in danger of being mowed down if I lose control, and b) an end to my descent is in sight, with the hope of eventual slowing down and stopping. Then, and only then, I’m getting brave enough to set my skies on a parallel course and just let go.    

Conditions are slightly sticky, which makes scissor-stepping uphill quite easy, but when we leave the dense spruce and pine forest at the top of Elk Pass and enter the forest meadows Tyrwhitt trail leads us through we have to work continuously, pushing tiring leg and arm muscles to make progress even in the relatively flat areas. “Long smooth glide ...,” I keep thinking, but so far I’m waiting in vain for it to happen.

It doesn’t really matter, however: this is a beautiful day! The transformation from the slightly wintry conditions at home to the deep winter landscape up here is amazing! Small spruce trees look like round little people in white coats, their branches all but hidden, stumps are wearing chef hats, and once in awhile a clump of snow, plopped down from a perch high above, has burst on the trail, taking a few pine needles with it in falling. The silence is a tangible presence; there is no sound that doesn’t belong. Slender dark trunks creak in the wind, swaying a bit under their load of snow; the chatter of a chickadee; from time to time a hello from a couple of fellow skiers in passing – once, high in the sky, a lonely plane intersecting the narrow opening in the tree tops that marks the trail. For the moment, there is no other world beyond this fairy tale mountain landscape, this clean air with its slight scent of spruce and snow.

Crossing a low bridge I catch one of my favourite sounds: the murmur of a creek, gurgling quietly under the ice shelves growing from its banks. It is running quite freely in the center, the water so clear that I can discern every single pebble. I kneel down and watch for a little while: this is too precious to pass by. At home I will not be able to hear this sound for many weeks; everything is frozen solid, and ice bridges will be usable for a while to come. How can it be that a small creek here is frozen only in spots while a huge river like the Athabasca is an artery of ice?



Tired, we are happy to find ‘Whiskey Jack’ trail a smooth and fast downhill run, requiring little effort for its more than four kilometres. Only a couple of kilometres left to ski on Boulton Creek, a single-lane trail winding through dark pine forest, and we are back at our car, a bit sore, but happy.

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Conditions change on Sunday: the sky is still mostly overcast, but it is not snowing, and skiing is a lot faster. And finally, on the last third of the trail, it suddenly happens: the longed-for sensation –the rhythm of moving arms and legs, breathing and heartbeat, all working together in harmony. I watch the tips of my skis taking turns in leading the way, listen to my breath, feel my body relax into this state of grace.

Yours for the long, smooth glide ....


Thursday, February 16, 2012

Moon, Stars - and Northern Lights





It seems that this winter is truly meant to make up for the last: cold days are few and far between, and day after day the sun shines from a cloudless sky. It is just cold enough to keep the snow – only about five centimetres of it – from melting, so that the landscape looks like winter still. I hope it will stay that way for a while: those years when a snow-free March seems to drag along endlessly, the earth bare, no colour anywhere, are not my favourites. Then, I would indeed prefer the masses of snow we had last year. For now, however, I enjoy it very much to be able to go for walks without snow suit and scarf, even late at night.

I have done that often in the last while, to Leo’s delight, who will go for walks any time. I don’t take a flashlight when I go out, and nearly every time my path has been lit by the changing moon. I watched the full moon rise, huge, the colour of a blood orange, with a strangely flattened top until it had entirely cleared the horizon within a matter of a few minutes. Soon the colour drained, it shrank, and was perfectly round again. Why is it that the moon seems so much bigger when it is so low in the sky? It must have to do with the proximity of the horizon, when our eyes still have other objects to relate it to. In any case, it is marvellous every time anew!

I have seen the moon changing position, depending on the time of night. Sometimes, it was ahead of me, the well-trodden path along the southern edge of the home quarter a ribbon of light stretching out before me. Sometimes, it traveled, higher up, by my side, shining through the row of poplars that form the border of the field, their trunks casting shadows across my path, filigree shadow branches a net holding the diamond-sparkling snow. Once, it was at my back, and that time I had a bit of trouble seeing where to put my feet, because my shadow obscured the way.

The time of the moonrise often seems to be strangely erratic: at full moon, it rose shortly before six, the western sky still full of warm light, afterglow of the sunset. Only days later I had only starlight to see by: the moon didn’t rise until well after midnight. 

No wonder this shows up in myths like the Kalevipoeg from Estonia. Here, the maiden Salme is wooed by the moon-youth, but she turns him down with these words:
              Him I will not have for husband,
And the night-illumer love not.
Far too varied are his duties,
And his work is much too heavy.
Sometimes he must shine in heaven
Ere the day, or late in evening;
Sometimes when the sun is rising;
Sometimes he must toil at morning,
Ere the day has fully broken;
Sometimes watches in the daytime,
Lingering in the sky till mid-day."


I wouldn’t dream of turning down the moon at any time it wants to shine for me – but then, unlike for Salme, it is not a question of marriage for me.



It is not only the moon that has drawn me outside at night. The display of stars alone would be well worth it, and there is hardly a night where it isn’t spectacular. Increasingly, however, we have been blessed with most wonderful northern lights again. For more than a year they had been almost non-existent, and only last spring we started to see more of them.

The night before last Magnus called to alert me to one of the most intense displays I have seen in a very long time.

 Imagine ....

      Triple row of light
      weaving back and forth in the north
turning around from both sides
to meet again,
undulating seams of pink and green and blue,
spikes of bright white light
like forks of lightning
bolting towards the ground.

Suddenly
                                    silence.

A moment later
sky awash with milky light,
stars shining through.
Slowly, the diaphanous veil
becomes form,
tightens, a spiral
twisting up, and up
                           and up,
turns in onto itself
in the zenith,
curls up like a kitten
going to sleep -
for a moment: nothing
is permanent.

All the while
little pieces of coloured light
gossamer cloth
on fire, melting
dropping down
dripping down
spreading out

                              gone.